Thursday, May 27, 2010 12:59 AM
Been sometimes since i blogged..
Been thinking of how to make you stop caring...
I am not worth anyone caring for...
at least thats how i feel..
Thought of avoiding you...
but i know it hurts to find out someone is avoiding you..
I skipped that idea..
I thought of letting you think that i am a bad guy/play boy Whatsoever..
But i am afraid of hurting you..
I can't bear to see u hurt..
Gimme solution anyone that will fit into the criteria
1) She will remain happy
2) I wouldnt be in her life and hopefully she wouldnt be in mine.. ):
Nvm.. going to cambodia on the 30th May and coming back on the 11th June..
Take this as a chance heaven given me to test myself..
Let fate decide..
If either of us forget each other, everything is over..
If not.... maybe thats fate that either one of us will suffer sliently
And i don't mind being the one as long as she is happy.
p/s: <3 yet it can't be shown...