my way, your way.

Tuesday, July 15, 2008 11:41 PM

The feeling that makes me happy
The feeling that makes me sad
The feeling that makes me break my heart..

All comes from the same person..
I juz realise that i didnt really forget about her
Instead, i have been lying to myself and hiding my own feeling
juz to make myself feel better..

I find that whatever i was doing, i would think of her...
Is my feeling for her really that deep that i can't get it off me..

This feeling is torturing me like there is no tmr..
Can't feeling also take a break.. At least make me
stop thinking of her for 10mins..

However something is definitly different about the feeling..
the differences is that the feeling got stronger than before instead
of getting weaker dispite me trying my best to get it off me..

I rather get injured in a fight..
Getting injured in a fight only takes a few week or perhap days to heal
Yet getting heart injury can take month, year or even forever..
Is there really a potion to make you forget someone?

Needed it SERIOUSLY

Might collaspe soon.. veri soon if the torture contiune..
Some of my friends says that i am stupid.. But i am NOT
I TRIED veri hard to get her off my mind
but i CAN'T.. Its not that i don't want to..

Sometimes, something gonna depend on FATE and DESTINY
Well..perhaps me and her have non of the 2 requirement above..
Or maybe we hav 1 of the above for us to meet Yet...

Well somethings shall not be said out..
Shall stop here in case i leak anything that can't be told..

虽然我知道我这样做很傻可是我会等你的

I’m just who I am.

I’m just who I am, who I suppose to be.
bKs a.k.a Blank.
I am just typical bad guy.
That came to this world on the 10th of october 1990
which is around 20yrs ago

If you ~~like~~ me, tell me.
If you don’t, let me go.

This is my way, and that is your way.
Go somewhere over the rainbow,
And don’t let me see you forever again.

Simply things I want.

Just your happiness

Tell me.

people.